Intentions in Me, however may be good...,
I wonder why I am often misunderstood!!!
What others think of me, where have I always stood?
I Never know for sure, How I wish I would!!
I try very hard to be a good friend
but at times situations are just out of hand...!!!
Maybe my gestures are hard to comprehend
But deep in my heart, I hope they understand!!
Sometimes I am closed up and silent I am aware,
Other times am wild, fit to give a nightmare!
My secrets often locked up, my sorrows I don't share...
But though I never could mention it, I really do care!!
I wish they could see...
beyond the facade of my hood.
The real person in me,
I wish they understood.
I wish they knew for once,
why often I draw away,
Neither am I selfish nor am I vain....
It is just a fear simple and plain...
A fear that often brings me pain...
A fear that I might be deserted again!!